And a Merry Christmas to you, Mr. Scrooge.

Good morning! I hope you're having a good christmas... Though most of you are probably asleep.
It's sad, i fell asleep (finally) at 10, woke up at 12, layed on my bed trying to get to sleep, but couldn't... I went and checked my stocking and GUESS WHAT I GOT!!!
1. a Sylar action figure <3 Because i'm basically in love with that man.
2. monster suspenders!!!
3. an orange jacket and a shirt that has a smiley face on it with headphones on (like my skull candy's).
4. A really pretty orange journal that i named Spylark <3
5. earings that are totally MY style!
6. A usb drive
7. an Itunes GiftCard
and many more things! yay!
So yeah, i was pretty much about to SCREAM when i saw the Sylar action figure. It was AMAZING. But i couldn't get to sleep after i messed around with everything, so i put in my new Wall-e movie. I haven't let go of Sylar since i opened him... Well, except now because 1) i'm typing and 2) i had to put him in my stocking because i was taking a shower. DUHH.
lol.

So i hope you're having a very merry christmas this year as i am today!

But we musn't forget the true meaning of why we get together and celebrate this holiday.

Relief Next to Me by Tegan and Sara

I miss you now,
I guess like I should have missed you then.
My body moves
Like curtains waving in and out of wind,
In and out of windows.

I can't untangle (Tegan background: I can't untangle)
What I feel and what would matter most.
I can't close an eye, (T: I can't close an eye) can't close an eyelid.
Now there's just no point in reaching out for me.

In the dark, (T: in the dark) I'm just no good at giving relief.
In the dark, (T: oh, in the dark) it won't be easy to find relief.
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.

I'll tell you now,
I guess like I should have told you then.
That thunder moves like dang drawers slamming in my frame,
Slamming in my framework.
I can't untangle (T: I can't untangle)
What I feel and what should matter most.
I can't close an eye, (T: I can't close an eye) can't close an eyelid.
Now there's just no point in reaching out for you.

In the dark, (T: in the dark) I'm just no good at giving relief.
In the dark, (T: oh, in the dark) it won't be easy to find relief.
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.
But I promise this,
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need.

Never Think by Rob Pattinson

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your TOO far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before your too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

LOVE THIS SONG.

P.s.

So you know like a month or two ago my brother brought my bike over to someones house and never brought it back?

Well, it's back now! Lol...
we got it back like 2 weeks ago.
silly jake.

Citywide Rodeo <3

Citywide rodeo, you set on the stage
Where all the clowns will go when they feel their age

(chorus)

I know that you think you're not good for anything
The world makes you feel so small
Get on your wooden horse
This is a ride, not a fight
No need to save face, say goodnight, Grace
"Good night, Grace."

There's dust on the stadium seats, there's dust in your hair
You wonder how fast you'll go when you hit the air

(chorus)

And oh, isn't it strange how things can change you?
And oh, isn't it plain that some things unname you
So don't ask anybody else.

Citywide rodeo, step into your car
Look up at the indigo and pick out your star.

(chorus)

"Citywide Rodeo" by The Weepies

This kind of explains how i feel right now. It's a very slow song, and the chorus explains me right now so well.

I don't know where i'd be without music and friends. Really.
I think i wouldn't be the person i am today... I know that isn't much, but i appreciate everything my friends do for me.

And i finally found a friend who understands me!!!
She's amazing, she goes through everything i do, and somehow we still manage to be happy around each other.
Miranda rocks. :) <3
I'm so happy for her and the good things that are happening in her life. She deserves it.

bye.