Dear stupid people of Lehi. Utah

Dear stupid people of Lehi, Utah.  ARE YOU SERIUS?? You threaten us with a bomb, locking us in the school, no food and hardly anything to do, and YOU THREATEN US WITH A BOMB?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! What has pushed so you so far over the edge that you would pit a bomb in a school? Did you have to pee and your teacher wouldn't let you go? Did you fail your math class? Were you so bored in your class that you decided "I hate this." But why did you take it our on us, the humble studets of lehi high school?

My New Years Resolution.

My Cousin Stacey inspired me.
I just want to get them out and in the interweb so maybe I'll actually do them.

1. I want to try out for everything I know I love. I don't want to live in fear of failure, because everything I do will make me stronger.
a. this means Drama 4, Encore, Musical Theater, Ballroom.
b. I want to be on dance team, but I don't think I'm good enough to do that. I only started doing any form of dance last year.
2. I want to lose weight. Or at least be fit enough that I don't gasp for breath after a short sprint.
3. Good grades. I don't do that very well, but I really want to be a great student. I hate having bad grades.
4. I want to be less dramatic. Yes, I am a drama kid, but I don't want to get worked up about things like somebody not answering my question after asking them a thousand and one times. Or getting extremely sad because I keep losing my iPod. It's not cool.
5. Learn how to drive on the highway.

On a smaller note... Actually, it's quite big...

Have you ever wondered what people do when they drive home at night? If you could see what they're doing instead of just looking at a black window because of the lights?
Really, I know there has got to be one texting,
one chatting with an invisible person aloud,
maybe one screaming at every other car.
And I bet there's one that dances like a crazy person while listening to "Tick tock" by Kesha.

So really, what if all of us could see each other? Do you think we'd act that way? Probably not.

Bulletproof Weeks

I decided if I'm listening to music (which I usually am,) and I don't have a title to put this as, I'll put the song title. :) What a good idea :D
So I really don't have much to say...

I have no life right now.
And I'm happy. :)
I'm usually in a bad mood when I write these, but right now, I am happy.
The only problem is that I have a meeting at 10 tomorrow.
Dreading, dreading, dreading.

4 am.

I have been able to sleep very well. I can't sleep until 4 am anymore. What's really odd is that my parents were up until that late/early including my Aunt. It was so bizzare. See, I'd be okay with it if I was sleeping in my room, but my Aunt was there so I was in the family room.

I should probably mention...

Jared asked me. (:
just thought you'd like to know.

Guess.

So guess who's going to winter ball?! ME! I'm so excited.

Matt Nathanson, meet your new iPod.

I used my itunes giftcard today. The first thing I bought, without hesitation, was the Matt Nathanson cd, Some Mad Hope. I have wanted that cd for a pretty long time. I also got the song "Please Dont Tell Her" by Jason Mraz. And "my stupid mouth" by John Mayer. And new shoes by Paulo nutini. And new soul by yael naim. And beautiful disaster by John mclughlin. And bad romance by lady gaga.
I don't know why I like that song it's just an indulgance (:

Getting hopes up.

I speak today on behalf of ALL girls' hopes and dreams. There once was a girl named... Julie. Julie liked a lot of things, one of them would be boys. Now, Julie had never had a boyfriend, but she wanted one really bad. She met a boy named Tim and they became friends. One day, while Julie and Tim were hanging out with their mutual friend, Patrick, Patrick made an unusual comment about how Julie and Tim flirted too much. When Patrick said that, Julie got emabarrassed for Patrick knew Julie liked Tim.
When she went home she started thinking "maybe he likes me back." and she Git her hopes up that something might happen. Now, Julie went to Patrick and told him to tell Tim and to tell her what Tim thought.
Nothing. He was honored, but he did not like her back.
Julie's hopes were so high raised, that they came down in hard like it had been dropped off a bridge with out it's bungee cord.
She vowed to herself that she would never get her hopes up like that ever again.
And she didn't... For about a year.
Until GEORGE showed up. Julie had known George for about six months, and she never really realized how decent of a guy he was until She, Tim, and George were hanging out. He let down all of his guards there. And she realized she might like him.
And one of her friends keep getting her hopes up.

Now, I do not know the outcome of this story. But it leads me up to a good matter. Your hopes and dreams. If you get your hopes up, be willing to live with any outcome you get. It might be exactly what you wanted, and great! You might get it but not realize the true thing about it, but that's ok! You just find something new you would care about. Or you might nit get what you wanted, but don't he sad. Your time will come sometime. It may be in the near future, it may be in the late future. But, if you neverput your hopesup and chase for that dream, you will never know. If you have a desire for something, go out for it. Don't just wish and think about what could have been. I know i'm not the best example of this method, but I'm working on it.